Offspring in foreign parts and homesick

My youngest is currently resident in Melbourne Australia, living with her very Australian boyfriend and working and studying towards her dream career. She is content, happy, solvent and loved up and I am very happy for her. She does however suffer from moments of extreme homesickness. She misses London, her friendship group, firm and unwavering from her school and university of Brighton days; she misses her siblings and she misses me and her dad, as we of course miss her.

These are the hard times for me, the times when I cannot practically cook her a comforting Sunday lunch and pack her back with a goody bag of treats, as I did when she was in Brighton, and as I do when her sister ventures back south from Manchester. I cannot spoil her with her favourite foods as I do her brother when he returns from his working life, that takes him for short spurts, all over the world.

These little interludes in their grown up lives, do far more than satisfy a need to actually see them. They provide reassurance that, generally, all is well in their world.

I was for several years a leader in the scout movement and took many young people away to camps and events, home and abroad, and had a very strict no phones policy on these trips for a very good reason. Everyone feels homesick from time to time, even on the most amazing holiday, there can be an event at home, a missed birthday or social event, that will make you wistful or even tearful. On one particular ten day camp an eleven year old had such a moment and phoned home. After offloading to his poor mum he returned to camp full of joy and threw himself wholeheartedly back into activities without a backward glance. His mum however suffered eight days of anguish and worry, imagining him lonely and fretting in his tent, a far cry from what was actually happening. After this I worked on the policy of no news is good news;  I distributed a daily report on the group facebook page, reporting on the great time everyone was having, and only made one to one contact with a family if there was an extremely good reason to do so, no news is good news, being the main message.

I am however that mum if I get the “homesick” message or call. I can reassure and cheer up and jolly on for all I am worth, and I know that just this contact will be enough to get her back on track. I however am left a mess, worrying that she is not settling, is not happy or is not telling me something. The body language of a one to one personal interaction for a mum with her child, of any age, is invaluable in sensing mood and wellbeing. This cannot be replaced with Facetime and I miss it dreadfully.

Perhaps this is just one of the hazards of being a parent that I need to get over or get used to. How do you turn off that knot of concern that builds without the soothing effect of actual physical contact with your offspring, no matter how fleeting ?

 

 

2 thoughts on “Offspring in foreign parts and homesick

  1. Hi Linda,
    U never get over the concern for your children or the need to hug them, you are very right, part of being an empty nester is living with the concern, balancing your reactions, when as a mum all u want is to kiss it and make it better. I think we are lucky that our kids have found each other, but it does make it difficult for us . Love to u ❤️

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